CANDY CORN!

No, not a smiley face! Random, I know....but candy corn is the devil. Seriously, I cannot stop eating the stuff....I am going  to be a chub.  I can't even handle having it sit on our table....it's sooo tempting.  That plus my one piece of dark chocolate a day is going to make me gain the freshman fifteen alone.

    Though, in other news, I've lost like three or four pounds.  So something's going right. 

    .......it might be time for more corn now. ahem. excuse me.

College.

Huh. I haven't written in...a long time. college has taken over my life. Which is weird, because college IS my life....I don't know.  I feel so confused here.  Somedays, I am so excited and happy I'm here.  I am part of an amazing sorority, I have good friends, and most importantly, I'm pursuing what I love.  But, at the same time...I am not happy.  I wish I had gone somewhere closer to home.  I miss my friends; I miss how every moment of my life was pretty much planned out.  I miss the tiniest things....like being able to just go downstairs and have dinner.  Here, it's a huge production--I have to find someone to go the cafetera with, plan a time, walk across campus...
         oof.  Okay.  I probably sound like a whiney brat, because I am honestly so blessed to be able to afford this school, and go for something that I love. Which is a ridiculous career choice.  But I'll worry about that when I graduate....right? Right? Anyone? Hmm.
        I feel so lonely sometimes though.  I hope I'm not weird; I hope that everyone feels this at some point.  Because sometimes, I just sit and think, "What am I supposed to be doing now?  Am I supposed to be partying? Hanging out? Because I don't even know where to start." Hopefully, this will get better with time, with trips home, and with visits....